(Mods: this is a sort-of re-introduction, so please move if necessary)
Greetins ladies, gentlemen, and anyone else who happens to be lurking about!
I am returning to Susans on advice from a close friend.
To those who have already met me, this will serve as an reintroduction, as well as an update on my situation.
Here's a brief summary of what is happening with me: about a year ago (I think), I started having doubts about my gender. I am biologically male. This summer, I have met an individual who is FtM, but is pre-everything. (We're still in college). This amplified the doubts that I have been happening. For a while I might've been thinking I was Androgyne, but after some reflection that does not seem to be the case. There is a strong possibility, thought not a certain, that I may be a female. (Still figuring it out.)
On recommedation from my consuler, I took an indefinite break from the site. She disscussed the possibility that my feelings are just a coping mechanism for what my boyfriend is going through, a told me not to worry about it (my possible ->-bleeped-<-) and focus on other things. I have tried that, and for about a week it worked. However, a few days ago it hit me back with a vegeance. I discussed it with another friend, who figures maybe that I am transgender, or maybe I just want to explore my feminine side a little more. I am not sure, but something does not ring right with what the consuler said. So, that is why I am returning. I am just waiting for the day where it all finally clicks into place, one way or another, and in the meantime, I can return to participating in the Susans community!
