Hi Everyone, I'm sat here, having booked a hotel room for 3 nights fully dressed girlie and thinking this is great. Ive time to work on my makeup, and try on my dresses. The down side of course is that i have only 1 more night. Sorry for this but I havent anyone else to dicuss this with. I'm not particularly girly looking (read on) unless glamed up. Walking back from rugby practice one day, I heard two guys behind me saying that if I was a girl they'd want to .....me. I have good legs and ass so i suppose thats why. I wore my grandma's bras in bed when i went to visit, and my girlfriend once found some girlie swimsuits hiden in the bottom of a case. we went to india once and in a train a type of holy man was holding and looking at peoples hands. He llooked at my girlfriends, and said the usual happinesss etc. He held mine, and gave me this searching look and paused for a moment, then he said I was very confused and that I knew what he meant. He gave me another look and walked off. My girlfriend said she had no idea what he meant, but of course I did. Now Ive been married for some 12 years, and have two great little kids, 6 & 4. I'm not religious but how I wish God had made me a girl. I long for days when i can be girlie, and if I wasnt married, I'd have my 2 dangly parts removed tomorrow and start to transition. Luckily I'm one of those guys whose dangly parts push right up inside, so every day as soon as I get to work, I put on a pair of firm control pants, push my danglies up inside, and i'm flat down there for the day. I wish I had a girlfriend in a similar position that I could physically go through this with. I'm still deeply loving my 'Sally' time in the hotel. Ive even taken some photos of myself which I'm pleased to say I think I look quite good as girlie. The photos are on a nice encrypted pink usb stick
love and hugs,
Sally
