It really is nice to be missed. You all make me feel all warm and fuzzy.
![Kiss :-*](https://www.susans.org/Smileys/susans/kiss.gif)
Hugs all around!!!!
Someone really should take my computer away (well, my phone too), when I'm drinking.
![Cheesy :D](https://www.susans.org/Smileys/susans/cheesy.gif)
Not because of this post...I was drunk facebooking too. A lot. (I did drink lots of water, so no hangover, yay! But seriously, Jack Daniel's Honey...IT'S SO GOOD)
Anyway, it's good to see you all! Mostly, school just gets in the way. I don't do much outside of it. Oh, English department, why must you torment me so? I'll be done in May, assuming I get my work done.
![Wink ;)](https://www.susans.org/Smileys/susans/wink.gif)
I haven't actually had much in the way of feelings about gender in the past few months, which is probably why I haven't been over here. I just haven't been thinking about it. I do go to a counselor now (for pretty much everything but gender...even if she wants to talk about it) and she invited me to a group session for LGBT people, but I declined, partly because of my non transitioning status, partly because of time, and partly because I am more than likely a lot older than the other people there. It's hard to have anything in common with teenagers when you aren't one. And on some level, I don't feel like I'd really be able to contribute much to a group session. I'm definitely the "I'm fine, there's absolutely nothing wrong with me ever," type, so it's not like I'd really open up to them anyway.
A big issue for me is dating too. If I don't want to be seen as a woman, how do I attract a man ('cause that's what I like, kids)? Every now and again I get to thinking about stuff like that. I'm glad I'm not the only one.