Hi everyone! I'm a 23 year old, genetically male, androgyne. I've gone through a long process of self-discovery. I experimented with the possibility that I was MtF, but realized my gender identity is not static on the spectrum and is subject to going back and forth between masculine and feminine. I then thought I would be fine presenting as an androgynous male, but last July, after a spell of intense depression, I realized that there are indeed times when I am far down either side of the spectrum and feel a need to present accordingly.
With this decision, I decided to pursue a more androgynous body like I had right after high school. Since then I have lost close to 30 pounds, am now at around 170 (5'10"), and am likely to lose a good bit more weight. This is because of 1) Taking ballet classes and 2) going off depakote per my doctor's instructions. Also, my hair is much longer. My bangs go to about half-way down my ear, my length goes nearly to my shoulders.
http://s1209.photobucket.com/albums/cc395/Cheshire1988J/?action=view¤t=111102-001457.pngThe link is to a picture of me as I am now, in eye makeup and foundation with my eybrows somewhat shaped (I don't have enough posts yet). Obviously to go into girl mode I need a good lipstick (I'm thinking burgandy) and I'll be waxing my lower face. I have some Kohl's cash I'll use to buy a nice pair of woman's jeans. My plan is to wear that tshirt with the black throw-over in that pic with jeans and a nice pair of flats. Any advice would be much appreciated!
