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[janis]

   Hi, I just went to say that I will probably will never know what it will feel like to be a women/// it's been so hard all these years just crying my self to sleep and praying to God, asking whey this happens to us/// Is there some kind of trail we must fellow, but it hearts so bad that I can't stand it///  I just had to take a break from working around the house, putting up curtains in the bedroom just to say a few words/// I have to go to finish up what I was doing///
   Thanks for listening to me
  Janis

[AbraCadabra]

OMG, poor dear,
you know I'm sure you are in good company - it happened to me, and I'm so sure to many others around here.

Take a deep breath, and know YOU ARE NOT ALONE... start to find back slowly to your inner centre and who you are.

Lots of really caring folk about this place too,
Axelle

[Catherine Sarah]

Hi Janis,

Hang in there girl. We are here for you. I've got a feeling you ,will, know what it's like to be a woman.

How about when you have a bit of time to spare, you come back and tell us a little more of your pain. We'd like you to share it, that way you'll feel a whole lot better. Maybe we can find some answers for you.

In the meantime, stay safe, well and try to be happy.

Lotsa luv
Catherine

[Devlyn]

Hi Janis, welcome to Susans! We are all traveling the same road here. Let's walk together! Hugs, Tracey

[Lynn]

Hi Janis and welcome to Susan's!

You will find a lot of support and inspiration around here, and possibly even some answers!

[janis]

  Hi Everyone,
    I would like to tell you a little about me/// I always know I was different with my who I was// when I was young I would go in my sisters room when she was sleeping and take some of her cloths, and wear them to bed/// I was never caught but it always felt good/// As time went on I wanted to go to beauty school,but when my DaD found out he called me all kind of names so I never went/// As the years passed I got married to a wonderful women/// I told her how I felt and she said do you think I would divorce you for that and she stood by me for 32 years until she died a year and a half ago/// WE HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL
DAUGHTERS,/// My oldest is going to have a baby next year so I don't want to tell her how I feel, I told my younest that I crossdress but never how I really feel//
  I have been to counseling and I was truly trans/// I I'm going to go back to her again and start all over again/// I know I talk to much but it helps instead of crying all the time hearts so bad  I showed my Doctor the letter I got from my councelor to show about transition///
  Thanks for listening to me it helps
   Janis

[DebbieS]

Welcome Janis. I have 2 as well. x

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