I've come to a certain point, that I don't care that I'm transsexual anymore.
I don't care how I look when I'm outdoors. I don't even choose the clothes that is more feminime than other anymore. I only use makeup for certain situations. I don't care as much when people is mispronounce me as before. I don't put as much effort om my voice, yet I talk feminime. Simply I don't try to fit as a stereotypical girl, just like most of us transsexuals is putting alot of effort in.
I put less and less energy on my "transsexualism", but I guess that's normal when you have come this far. I'm now 26 months into my transition and almost 2 years on HRT. I did breast augmentation 1 week ago and I have SRS going next year.
I am happy that I am officially a girl legally, and I should be happier that I've made this far and I am living as a girl that I've always wanted to right now. I guess that my mind is just like a cisgirl now. "I'm a girl, and nothing else"