This really sucks. I mean, I think trans men have it so rough in this department. I applaud your courage, if the MTF SRS was as primitive as the FTM variety, I doubt that I would be able to transition.
Bouncing off of Nick, a penis does not in fact make a man. Honestly I would imagine your dick is many times more senate than mine is, I can literally slap mine against brick walls and not feel a thing.
Like all the women say, it's not the size of the boat but the motion of the ocean

. Personally, I've been with a man before who had a micropenis- I can honestly say that he was the best lover I've ever had.