Too many things to mention....
I started at about 15 wearing my mothers one piece bathers when they went out.
I've a feeling they knew something but never really approached me about it.I went through ny teenage years occasionally wearing panties.
When i left school i got a job and had to leave early in the morning,i wore bras in the car but would remove them befor exiting the car as they were always the padded style and would protrude too much.
I finally got the courage to leave home and having a controlling father (wife beater),was difficult as leaving meant that i was ex communicated.For his(my father) 50th he stood up and said he would like to explain the reason why i wasn't there.."we have religious beliefs,and if Kristian wants to follow the path of being a homosexual,hes no longer to be part of this family."That night my cousin rang me up and said she was 'on my side'. I asked what did she mean, then she explained the above and i suggested that was not the case.I had just ended a four year relationship with a girl.
that was about twelve years ago, and about a month ago i ran into my brothe and he said my parents were going through a divorce,mum was sick of the bashings and finally stood up for herself.I ran into her a week ago and she said " It was all John...im sorry" to this i suggested that going through a divorce you cant think all that clear and if she wants to make amends of sorts we can after its all over,she agreed.
When i got married about five years ago my partner moved into my house. about four months into that her sister moved in as she had problems with her house mates where she was renting. This was a temp stay until she found another place.Six months went past and when she left she asked if she could leave all her stuff she didnt want.I said i would take it to the tip for her next time i was doing a cleanout.
Heaps of sexy clothes and they all fitted, however it was all placed in my garage out the back where i would go and try different outfits on.when my partner went to visit her parents for a week,i would strut my stuff at home but pack them away before she arrived back.Two years into my marriage i ran into a friend i hadnt seen for years.He asked what I did and being in the building trade he asked for my assistance.
When i went around to drop my tools off my wife called me fifteen times and when i got home she asked in an expletive way if the sex was good. that was to be the last time i was to see hr or my two year old for four months.
I am divorced now,two years of hell to end it.
Whilst my solicitor was ending the fued i got online dating.35 chicks I met in five weeks.(nothing sexual just dinner dates ) I found the last one a "suitable companion" to advance further with a relationship."T" is a Psych nurse.She undertakes assessments on the mentally ill to see if they need meds or if they are able to be released into the public again.(mental hospitals,prisons).She also does aged psych travels round assessing in the home and giving anti depressants etc to people who suffer from dimentia etc.something along those lines.Shes 30..(I'm 37)
She found my stash of clothes and at first i suggested they weren't mine,however a few weeks later she asked if she could see me wear on of the items.Seeing the look on my face she accepted that they were mine and since then has encouraged me to wear other girly things.We got to the local Sunday market and she keeps an eye out for womens clothes my size.She has bought me a few things from Victorias Secret online,and,the last trip we went to NZ she asked me to wear a tee dress with a pair of mini shorts under them.I tuck occasionally.
I'm not into make up,high heels,just skirts Girls shorts(denim) and different tops,nothing frilly tho.I want to grow my hair long so i can tie it back.
I eventually want to get HRT to grow some boobies for myself,thats all tho,but "T"isnt sure is she wants kids or not,so I'm happy to wait a few years for that before starting HRT.I'm looking at proposal within the next six months(saving for ring).
At the moment til then I'm scouting round happy to get to know you all along the way.
Also,just a quickie...any idea where i belong categorically here? MTF (no-op) CD....?thanks
