OMG aren't you girls SOOOO jealus of me!?!

[Constance]

Maybe I WANNA die. Maybe life without my father just isnt worth living.

Only you can make that decision for yourself. I cannot understand fully what you're going through, just as you cannot understand fully what I'm going through.

You're young, and I would counsel you to not cut your life so short. I won't say, "It Gets Better." But, I will say it COULD get better. For me, in some ways, it has gotten better. In other ways, it's gotten worse.

I mentioned in another thread how I'd been planning my "exit strategy" for this life, how I was planning to kill myself. I've decided NOT to go forward with the hope that it will get better, but rather to go forward with curiosity to see what will happen, for better or for worse.

I have nothing to offer you except for my support, if you'll have it.