Girlfriend vs women who see me as male

[Sharky]

Nah, it's just a crush. Definitely more in love with the idea of being liked as a boyfriend than I am with her. Not to say she isn't a lovely girl, of course.

A crush could always develop into something more. I wouldn't expect you to be in love with someone you never even been on a single date with. You  don't even looking for love to date them. 25 is still on the young side. I'm 22 and I don't see myself wanting to get married at 25. You current girlfriend doesn't seem like a lot of fun. I would never stay with someone that disrespected me like that. I think you should do what makes you happy.