I know how you feel. But I agree that [for the first while anyway] it may simply be the anxiety caused from the thought of knowing you don't have it. But hell, I dunno. I had to go three weeks without spiro and E; I know all too well the craziness it causes and I know that it doesn't really matter what the craziness is caused by, you just want your meds to get rid of it! Hopefully soon.