Let me start by saying I really want to get SRS. The idea of having a penis for the rest of my life is depressing for me. That being said, I'm scared sh*tless of SRS!
See, I have Von Willebrand's Disease. For those who don't know, it's a condition in which I don't produce the proper amount of Von Willebrand's factor, which is an important part of clotting. This means it takes me a longer time to stop bleeding. That makes surgery a very scary thought.
I've told my friends, and they try their best to comfort me and support me in this issue, and there are treatments for patients with VWD who are undergoing surgery, and I actually have a pretty mild case, but still, I'm terrified because I can't find any information about it in relation to the surgeries that I want to get. I guess that's why I'm posting this. I want to hear from other people who have VWD or a similar bleeding disorder, who have had SRS or are getting SRS. I'm tired of being afraid to get a surgery that will make me happier and more comfortable with my body. And since I'm still on the waiting list to get evaluated by CAMH, so that I can get funding, I will have at least 2 years to wait. That's a long time to wait in fear of the thing you want more than anything, so I want to get over it sooner rather than later.