hello eveyone

[deatsabat546]

first of all  i would like  to say hello to everyone 

i am a 25 year old phyical male but feel and think  female.  i have always found a liking to women's clothing over Menes. also women's beauty products.
growing up i was jealous of my female friends always wondering why my body was diffrent form theres  epically when going through puberty.
i was also shy and quiet because i felt out of place. growing up i always felt more comfortable using femmine body languages over masculine it just felt normal to me. 
one regret i have is i could have came out to my mom when i was younger had a great opportunity to but the way my family was i got scared and panicked.
in the  recent years  i am somewhat still in the closet  but slowly coming out little by Little even told a few of my friends
i still hide  my true fellings from most of my family
im hopping to become a phyical female in the future  if  even possible

now i would like to thank sue and all who created this site and all on the site reading your post has helped and inspried me

[Catherine Sarah]

Hi deatsabat,

Welcome to Susan's. You are among friends and you are safe to express your feelings with us. What you have been through and experienced is not unusual.

There is a lot of information here that can help you in these early days. The more information you have the better informed and educated decision you can make about absolute life changing opportunities.

A Moderator should be round soon to give you the 'good oil' of how we live here. Now it's over to you. Read on and learn, ask whatever is on your mind.

Be safe, well and happy
Lotsa huggs
Catherine

[Devlyn]

Hi deatsabat, it's nice to meet you! I hope you enjoy being here as much as I do. See you around, hugs, Devlyn

[RachaelAnn22]

Hi deatsabat,welcome to Susan's,this is a great site with lots of info and lots of nice people.Hugs,Rachael.