I am thinking I am going to get into textile and design for a degree, not going to make it a career except a side business, but it's going to be my back up plan in case I can't get into medical school. I am now stressing what people are going to think of me (within the class), like "Is he gay? He's gay", since I look like a guy. I know it sounds silly, but I don't want to be treated differently.
I am a woman inside, but I am not doing anything besides spiro and letting my hair grow long.
I don't think I am gay, but asexual. Homoerotic asexual. It's like I want to form romantic relationship with men but not have sex with them... and I don't find most of them sexually attractive.
