Estrogen but No Anti-Androgen

[Elspeth]

Now I'm purposefully using a tiny amount of topical testosterone just to be able to have some libido and damned if I haven't suffered some hair loss as a result Grrrrr! ;  (

I'd rather have the hair (and the breast development). Maybe my feelings will change once I'm actually on a consistent regimen, but I find having a libido a distraction and source of dysphoria most of the time. I've usually been a lot more interested in feeding a partner's libido than in having one myself, at least when I'm not engaged in some sort of perverse cycle of self-hatred.

[Shantel]

I'd rather have the hair (and the breast development). Maybe my feelings will change once I'm actually on a consistent regimen, but I find having a libido a distraction and source of dysphoria most of the time. I've usually been a lot more interested in feeding a partner's libido than in having one myself, at least when I'm not engaged in some sort of perverse cycle of self-hatred.

I've never felt that way myself, libido is great when you have a partner who is interested in a sexual relationship with you, but it has never been that important to me when on my own. Some are asexual, some are into big time auto-erotica, others love being some guy's mattress, different strokes for different folks! I've never had self hatred although I know many who suffer from it. I always thought that being a woman would be preferable from a physiological standpoint, I was never fond of testicles and the ugly scrotum sack, but the rest was ok once I had done away with that since it atrophied to that of a six year old. I like feminine things and though I don't dress enfemme I do wear a bra and women's T shirts. I have a collection of Victoria's Secret T's. They are sculpted fit and clingy, soft and very well made.