Now I'm starting to worry for other reasons, such as, I haven't had surgery. I pass well, always have. But as I'm looking around for more information, I see that there very well may be a special stipulation that trans people need to have completed SRS to change their name alone? Why should that be a requirement when everyone else can change their name to hippie names, crazy names, made up names, numbers, or anything else? I honestly feel like changing my name is the first step to take, because as long as I have a feminine name, I'm treated differently because the image doesn't match what people expect to see. And I'm sorry but I absolutely refuse to try to portray myself as a feminine woman. I just can't do it. WAY too much dysphoria not to mention embarrassing. And I can't legally apply for jobs with anything but my legal name, so I feel that it's really important that people not expect to see a woman when my name is attached to something.