The internet. The internet is disgusting. Holy hell.
So, I have an infected wound on the top of my foot. I've been a reckless and sickly thing for most of my life, so this is somewhat normal. It bothers me now that I eat plenty and I'm not homeless, though. I'm not diabetic and I don't have HIV. I don't have any autoimmune disorder that I know of. I'm generally way healthier than most people I know. But my extremities are always cold and never heal well. Anyway I googled "persistent infection" trying to find something other than bleach that actually works, and it was like rubbernecking a car accident. There's a reason I'm not a dermatologist.
Also last week I googled "wtf japan" after giggling at the title of one of Malachite's "what are you listening to" songs. The results were just vortexy-interesting enough that I then googled "weird porn" just to see what would happen. That was a huge turnoff. Urg. People fap to some lovely things but also some really unpleasant things. So then I don't remember what search term I tried next but did you know that girl vagina looks like the inside of a fish if you open it wide enough? I knew it wasn't a smooth tube of uniform shape and texture, but it has shape that looks like ribs or gills, and it can get huge. I'm not sure how I never knew that. Or how anyone finds such a grotesquely medical view arousing (apologies to anyone who does).
And wow. Stay off the internet, guys. It's a bad place.
