I wanna start crying.

[ByeBye]

As a girl I think it's necessary to cry but my tense muscles go sore when I try.

It's like the chest and shoulder area go into pain.

Help me please.

[sysm29]

time to break out the Ben and Jerry's again    dammit people .... now i want to cry.

[veritatemfurto]

I never got the whole boys should be tough and not cry bit. I think crying is very healthy to do.

At times I have been too darned depressed to even cry.

watching youtube videos of other's transitions works for me.  realizing how far off the path I was in my story. 

This vid really gets to me. Think Ill try watching it next time I need a blood test to counter my hysteric phobia about needles.

Sarah B's Transition

[Bexi]

Watch the Lion King - that freakin' film turns me into an emotional wreck! Or otherwise, become an Arsenal football fan and endure their current rubbishness lol

In all seriousness though, maybe try to relax a bit? Crying shouldn't be something you can turn on and off, it should be emotional, spontaneous imho.