I don't think anyone naturally focuses on other people to bring their own emotions down on purpose, but when we look around us and see how literally every woman, even some young transpeople who haven't even been on hormones, looks "more female" than us, it's the entire crowd that brings us down. Also, make sure to have your surgeries with a specialist, travel across the states if you need to for this specialist, make sure not to have your surgeries with a quack doctor who has no results in his galleries to show you. Overall, I've seen plastic surgery create tremendous revolutions in people's faces, Trans or not, and as long as you have studied your chosen procedures wisely on how they will effect your face, the chances of them being successful, and choosing a doctor without a bad track record (research at RateMD. com, on the forums here, or with your chosen state's medical board.), then your look should really improve triplefold. I very rarely believe there's a masculine face out there that cannot realistically benefit from procedures to make the man at least look softer and more alike to the females his age, though I have seen a few cases that I don't believe can be realistically changed. Just make sure your making the right choice for your facial frame, and if you are, then I think this change will be something that if done right and by an experienced surgeon, will make a tremendous change in your life and self-worth for the better. It will feel amazing just to fit in and feel normal by appearance, not just by therapist-fueled-confidence.
