I saw my GP on friday & she's put me on Mirtazapine, after 2 days i've not noticed any side effects whilst the other tablets gave me side effects within 2 days so i'm hopefull that these will work.
I had a letter from the tax man on thursday, i've been paying too much tax this year & have recieved a cheque for over £900, you may be suprised to hear that this has snapped me out of my depression, I can still feel it inside me but anytime tries to take over I just start planning how i'm going to spend the money & it makes me happy for a bit.
I've already spent around £150 on female clothes & my wardrobe is filling nicely, i'll be able to buy a few pairs of shoes next week when the cheque clears & get a new xbox in time for Mass Effect 3 being released on friday (my xbox is dying on me, it only loads a few older games, for some reason it refuses to load any new games).
I can also clear many of my debts so this windfall couldn't have come at a better time.
I've got my eye on a home electrolosys kit for £35 so I can make a start on removing my facial hair as that is a major source of my depression, if I find I can't do electrolosys on myself for any reason then i'll ask my ex to help, she was considering having electrolosys to remove her armpit hair but gave up on the idea when she found out the cost so i'm sure she'll help me in return for me helping her.
