I tumbled over this video on Youtube and it made me cry so bad.
To all those who DESPERATELY want surgeries but can´t for the moment. I´ll tell you my case. Once I was persecuted so bad in my country everyday crying when I would manage to leave. Europeans and Americans girls are the luckiest in the world and you should realize that, bullied the less. But come live a single day in an average Arab, Asian, African, Caribean or Latin American country you will know what is bullied everyday by random people on the streets and make your life a living nightmare everyday hearing ¨->-bleeped-<-got, Creature, This is a MAN, Kill that ->-bleeped-<-¨. After desperately struggling for 2 years and thinking I would never be able to leave my country, I managed to and landed in Europe safe and sound and asked for Asylum.
The dysphoria was so strong when I originally embarked in this journey of life and too a MAD BLIND risk not knowing where it would lead me. Result I lost my family, my very high paying job, all my friends, end lonely like a dog, fallen into street prostitution and lived the worst nightmare that anyone could ever live day by day.
I always knew it would be close to impossible to have surgeries. Recently out of nowhere a very nice and rich man suddenly entered in my life and paid me boobs that I wanted so bad, that too in return of NOTHING. It was a great shock for me. As I was exchanging the cheque early morning in the bank, I started crying in front of everyone. Never thought such a thing could happen to me, never never never. There is one admin here I think it´s Janet who once said very long time ago in the 70´s she was borderling to commit suicide cos she thought she´d never be able to have her surgery and suddenly just as she was about to commit suicide and inner voice suddenly spoke to her and told her ´Wait, you are so close´, immediately next week I forgot what happened and she told she finally got the surgery. Well you too, don't look at the summit, just continue, look immedaitely straight forward at the next step and keep on fighting, if you really crave to have it, destiny WILL always sort a way out for you to have it either by merits or by chance. Where there´s a will there´s a way. And like you there are many infinite girls around the world having the same problem. Just hang on, do your best and to happen, it´ll HAPPEN, just be patient. Me I waited like more than 20 years now to have it. Yet there is still to go...We should all fight! fight!! & fight!!!
