I'm pretty much always "ma'am"ed when I go out, even without makeup on.... I still sometimes go out kind of in the middle.... women's jeans, and t-shirt... but not much or no makeup. My breasts are a large A, small B, so you can see them, and my face no longer has hair. I really haven't gone out in full male mode in a long time.
All of my friends are super supportive, and most the girls when we go out tell me that they see why this is my path, and only see me as a woman. So as far as friends go, that's not a problem. I don't really have a problem shopping, even when still using my male voice (Still working on the female voice, but not 100% comfortable with it yet.)
But I guess there's something very real to me about leaving the male behind totally........ and ONLY being a woman. Which I know is crazy, because I can still go out without make up on, and really, nothing but my breasts will be different. (getting Augmentation).
I really can't put my finger on why I'm anxious about it. I know it's no real difference than now...... just all the time.
You know, just typing this I'm realizing my own craziness. I sometimes just feel a little anxiety over it. After all, it will only be "woman" from now on. (Well, after august). uugh..... a mind is a terrible thing.... lol