Hello everyone! My name is Alex and I'm 26 years old. I live in Montreal, Canada.
I am physically male, but recently I've realized that for a long time I've felt different on the inside. I used to always deny my feelings and thoughts and I had become pretty good at it, but that was probably not such a good idea because it all came out at the same time about a week ago. All of the feelings, thoughts and things that I've done in the past suddenly came back and I got a bit overwhelmed by it.
However, I've calmed down a lot now after a week of feeling depressed and having lost focus in everything. I also feel a bit better now. Mostly because I've finally accepted my feelings and I've decided not to completely ignore them anymore. I'm still very much at a questioning phase to try to finally discover myself, but one thing that's for sure is that I am not 100% a man on the inside. For now I would say I am probably androgynous and I feel OK with that.
I'm probably going to go for therapy at some point soon and I'll see where things go from there.
Anyway! Besides that, I enjoy playing Badminton, running, biking and traveling. Oh and I like cats.
And with that, I say greetings to everyone and I hope to be able to learn a lot while I am here and potentially be able to eventually share that knowledge back with others.
- Alex
