So I honestly can't wait till Friday to talk about this with my therapist so I decided to share it with y'all and tell me what y'all think!
So I've been trying to find some sort of sign, anything, that tells me its okay to go on with my transition, that everything will be okay. Last Saturday I was washing clothes with my mom and she told me about her dream. My mom always dreams of babies, she's kind of like a witch. Whenever she dreams of babies, it means someone close in the family is pregnant. When she has her dreams she just sees a baby, she never dreams of herself being pregnant so that is why I was mostly shocked.
She stops and tells me "OMG I had the craziest dream!" I asked her what it was.
"In my dream I was pregnant! I was laying on the hospital bed and I was giving birth! The baby comes out and I look at it and its a boy. Then all of a sudden the penis turns into a vagina!"
I immediately turn away from her and I stand there shocked! I told myself over and over and over "this is it, this is the sign." I couldn't believe it y'all. This is the sign I've been looking for and now I can definitely continue with my transition. The fact that she was pregnant meant that obviously the child is hers, the fact that the penis turned into a vagina can only mean one thing, that's me! How crazy?!
Oh and yes someone in our family is pregnant lol