Wasted Youth

[K Style Addiction]

Nervous, very nervous that's how i felt last time i left the house.

[Siobhan]

I bet..
Shows you have courage 

[spacial]

Nervous, very nervous that's how i felt last time i left the house.

I understand Donna and thank you for responding.

That is how you were feeling.

Now what were you thinking about?

[kviggo]

Depression sucks, am i really not ugly?! is it all in my head or do i see something everyone else doesn't?!

Who says you're ugly? >:I

You're a beautiful young lady, and I'm not being sympathetic at all when I say this. When I ask people for their opinions of me, I feel as if they are lying whenever they say something positive. So, as a result, I hate being ingenuine when someone seems like they really need honest words. So let me say this again:

You're extremely beautiful. You just have that ideal adorable little face that anyone would fall head over heels for, as well as captivating eyes. I bet you have hundreds of stalkers suitors that are too shy to approach a pretty girl like you.


~Keith

[Felix]

Listen, Donna, mine doesn't manifest like yours, but I struggle with depressive issues myself. Mine's coupled with anxiety and fear of car accidents or ninjas or whatever the hell it is my body apparently thinks it has to face any minute, but I understand how depression colors things. I'm nervous sometimes when I leave the house. I can't say I feel ugly or would care if I did, but I at times feel that my incompetence and vulnerability is written all over me. In those times I want to stay safe at home. I don't want anyone to see me or ask me anything that will reveal what an idiot I am. But it's arbitrary unhappiness. It really is. I'm not a bad person, and you aren't ugly.

I don't think this describes what you've expressed, but it's a great window into the experience of depression.:
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html