My name is Lavender, or at least it will be some day, and I have been a huge supporter of trans folk, cross-dressers, drag queens... you get the idea, anyone outside of the gender and sexuality norm for years. Oh, but I did not come here to give support only. I am 25 years of age, and I have been dreaming of being a girly, attractive cross-dresser with soft features, and all that jazz, for years. I am ashamed to say that my physical appearance is quite the opposite. When I was younger I got called miss frequently, but these days I look like someone from a bear porn film. Am I allowed to say porn? I read the rules, of course. Anyway, I put on a lot of of weight, there is facial and body hair... Truth be told, I have so many thing I unwillingly admit, but I presume so many of you here are like me in more ways than one, so I should feel safe and welcome. My family caused me a great deal of sorrow and made me mentally ill in a town that is quite harsh and cruel to anyone, besides football fans. Because of that I have not been able to begin my journey, that and I quite sure we treat transgendered people as a myth that possibly exists somewhere else in the world. I decided that I had quite enough of living in someone else's body, and am going to do all I can to make it my own. I think there is not much to be done about my voice and height, as I am 6'5" or 4" with a deep voice. When I think about it, they have a lot of appeal on a cutesy, feminine figure. I have a clear picture of myself in my head. Oh, for the record, I did not come here trying to make a pity party, expecting sympathy. I came here expecting to find people with similar, brutal life stories who could use some support, and maybe give some back.
Sincerely
Lavender le Fay
