Hey everybody, I know I have not posted in a while. I just wanted to take a break from everything really and take a look at my life now. I have taken several steps to help leave my former life so to speak behind. With my documents/IDs changed I was still missing myself I felt. So I got back to the basics of what I enjoy and things seem to be getting better.
I workout 6 days a week now and hope that in 3-6-months I will have a great story I can share here to help others who were like me...I am about 3 weeks away from finishing my first bout with P90x and it has been a challenge. I know that being FtM, I won't get the perfect results with one round, so will start over again soon after. On the flip side I am shedding body fat and looking more like the me I want to see in the mirror. It is slow, but I know that it will happen in time. I am a Coach for Beachbody now, so that is great because I can help others and share our success together but there has been some things really nagging me I have been wanting to ask, but did not want to just ask on the Beachbody website or other coaches. For anybody who is tracking their nutrition, when you figure out calories do you base it on male or female or average of the two? I know the hormones are helping to build the male body for me, but they only can go so far. So I want to make sure I am getting my own nutrition right. I really feel that if I could ever get this part down pat, I will have a great transformation in short time.
Secondly, I have one last hurdle I need to take....the job. I am putting in applications to government jobs since I have an advantage in the hiring process, however I am kinda worried about a job I just applied for. It says and I fully expect many random drug test. My only experience with this is having somebody standing 3 feet away watching you pee in a cup.... does the civilian side of drug testing do this too? I have no problem giving samples....heck, I will do it 3x a day if they want...I just don't want somebody watching me when I have not had lower surgery. Any advice or help on this would be great because if I am lucky enough to be considered. I REALLY want this job.
Thanks for any input or advice I can get!