Penis envy, bottom surgery

[Kitoro]

I am one of those transguys that need bottom surgery, my dysphoria is too much to live with, I've said somewhere before that I wouldn't care if things were just smooth like a barbie doll crotch, I just need to be able to think to myself "yes I do not have a vajaja, and I do not have female things between my legs" thats what I need for me personally.

Bottom surgery is still far away which gives me plenty of time to consider my options. I want to talk about what I would like out of bottom surgery,

For me sex is not my number one concern, there are plenty of ways to satisfy a woman in bed than just P in a V, and there are more than one way to have sex for transguys and cis men with penile dysfunctions of some sort.
I think I want a combination of Meta and Phallo for my bottom surgery,

I want (Hysterectomy) full meta + testicle implants, prosthetic or whatever it's called, I want my tunnel closed! plus urethral lengthening,

I have seen some pretty good looking phallo dicks, and lot of bad looking ones too  You're all familiar with phallo so no need to go into details about the procedure. What I would want from phallo is donor skin from somewhere the size of a flaccid penis, I would not want the whole pumping device, I would want my phallo dick to look like a flaccid penis, so it would just always be that way, it wouldnt be thick and long,  so it would probably maintain a good sensation of the meta under it.

I think I would be prefectly ok with having a flaccid dick in my pants, just so I can go on about my day knowing my penis is there, and I could whip it out to pee and make a helicopter after a shower 

Seriously, I just want to be able to say to myself "yes, I have a dick in my pants"  I realize a dick doesnt make you a man, and I agree with that, but for my own emotions I want to know its there, I need to feel it there, even tho it will never be erect or able to penetrate because for me, just being able to whip it out and pee while camping for the rest of my life is more appeaing than sex with it. I can always have sex in other ways, I can satisfy my possible future gf in plenty of other ways.

Thoughts? 

[King Malachite]

You seem to have researched very well and know what you want.  Now all you have to do is execute it in the future.  Like you I am one of those guys that HAS to get it as my bottom dysphoria is bad. You are the second guy I know to want a phallo with no rod.

[MrTesto]

I know a couple of guys who have had similar priorities. Most of the men I have spoken to have had the abdominal flap procedure (a.k.a. suitcase handle), with glansplasty (? glansoplasty?) later on. Dr Meltzer has done some very nice work.

One of the guys discovered that he was able to penetrate his partner even without using an internal erectile device, by using something called 'vet wrap' (in the US - clingy like an ace bandage, but thinner and better), and over that, a condom. Other guys use devices made for non trans guys (mostly from fetish shops).

[King Malachite]

I know a couple of guys who have had similar priorities. Most of the men I have spoken to have had the abdominal flap procedure (a.k.a. suitcase handle), with glansplasty (? glansoplasty?) later on. Dr Meltzer has done some very nice work.

One of the guys discovered that he was able to penetrate his partner even without using an internal erectile device, by using something called 'vet wrap' (in the US - clingy like an ace bandage, but thinner and better), and over that, a condom. Other guys use devices made for non trans guys (mostly from fetish shops).

You had it right it's glansplasty.

[Make_It_Good]

Like Malachite said, you clearly know what you want and have done your research, which I think is great as there are some out there who go full steam ahead without even knowing the options, the limits etc.

You say you want a meta/phallo combo, would a phalloplasty (as that seems to really tick the boxes of what you want) on its own work? Itd work out cheaper to go straight for that, and you still utilize your "mini/original penis" that has grown with T, so you still get all the sensations.

I also agree that Dr.Meltzers work is great. But, being from England, Id also like to compliment the London team, Mr Ralph and Mr Christopher, their work is great too.

And Im with you aswell on the whole needing lower surgery. I cant even acknowledge the wrong parts, its too disgusting and degrading. To be post op will be the most amazing, happy and safe feeling

Its good that youre looking into what you want and sorting out your priorities, Im sure itll help you when your time comes. (Yay for that time).

[Kitoro]

Like Malachite said, you clearly know what you want and have done your research, which I think is great as there are some out there who go full steam ahead without even knowing the options, the limits etc.

You say you want a meta/phallo combo, would a phalloplasty (as that seems to really tick the boxes of what you want) on its own work? Itd work out cheaper to go straight for that, and you still utilize your "mini/original penis" that has grown with T, so you still get all the sensations.

Also, you said you wanted "testicle implants, prosthetic or whatever it's called", but not the pumping device, so I was just wondering what prosthetic you meant? Sorry, I just didnt understand what you meant here...

I also agree that Dr.Meltzers work is great. But, being from England, Id also like to compliment the London team, Mr Ralph and Mr Christopher, their work is great too.

And Im with you aswell on the whole needing lower surgery. I cant even acknowledge the wrong parts, its too disgusting and degrading. To be post op will be the most amazing, happy and safe feeling

Its good that youre looking into what you want and sorting out your priorities, Im sure itll help you when your time comes. (Yay for that time).

Yes basically what im saying is I want a phallo without the pumping device, and I also just want the penis to be small, as if it was just soft, since I wont ever get a pumping device I dont need a full length penis if you know what I mean, I basically just want it to be flaccid all the times in my pants as it is for men that arent sexually aroused lol, The testes implant, I mean I just want them to make the scrotum as they do with prosthetic testes inside, just so I will actually have testicles

I'm going to be looking into surgeons closer to home, I am from Iceland, so a london located surgeon would greatly decrease the cost,