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Started by KollaredKittie, April 25, 2012, 02:03:28 PM

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KollaredKittie

I am very happily married to and the submissive to (story for another time)  a beautiful Transwoman, Jamie. She is transitioning and has been on hormones for about a year. She's my very best friend and undoubtedly my soulmate!!! I am so very proud of her for overcoming all of the obstacles she needs to face day to day. We have a complicated story (somewhat of a fairytale!) so to keep you all from falling asleep I will try to give you the short version of it...

I am originally from Philadelphia,PA and moved to Charlotte, NC about two years ago. One day at work I Iooked up and saw the love of my life standing there. "He" had jet black hair and beautiful brown eyes. I was nervous and made small talk, and "he" left. My heart dropped. Over the next month, "he" returned to talk to me and we exchanged phone numbers and texted a few times. Unfortunately I had already made plans to move back home to Philly and felt like I had nothing to offer "him". So I went on my way. Philadelphia was a complete disaster. I was feeling down and was sick from a recent trip to New Orleans, where I picked up some kind of flu. I was miserable. In the midst of this I received a text from Jamie asking how I was, and I explained that I missed the south and the people there...*hint, hint*.


The next thing I know, Jamie is meeting me at the Philadelphia Airport. We embraced and kissed and that was it. I was Jamie's. Forever. No matter what. We packed my car, and off we went back to Charlotte to start a life together. This last year and a half has been quite the ride. During our talks before we got together, we unleashed the secrets of our souls together. I told Jamie that I longed to be a submissive ( I found out Jamie was Dominant, so that worked out! ) and Jamie explained that "he" occasionally cross dressed and wore makeup. That was nothing new to me, seeing as I was always attracted to feminine men who wore makeup. After a few months of living together we were shopping via internet and coveting all that Prada has to offer. As I looked at Jamie's face, I saw a sad longing. So I asked "Do you want to look like that?" And Jamie replied "Yes. If I could, I would live my life as a woman." And so it was. Jamie and I started playing with different looks. I am a Professional Makeup Artist, so this was right up my alley!!!  We figured out makeup and hair and I took her out to buy clothes. It was SO much fun! I had never seen her so happy.


A few weeks later, she started hormones. I wasn't sure what to expect...having spent the past 10 years of my life working with women, you would think I would be used to them. lol! However, I was never in a relationship with one. I remember living with my best girl friend a few years back, and that was trying at times to say the least! We have had our ups and downs since the beginning of her transition. Mostly I struggle with jealousy. She is soooo beautiful!!! But I am sure that is a natural response. We are the same size and have a similar style, so we can share clothes! She is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am so excited to be spending the rest of my life with her. Since the start of her transition a year ago, Jamie has become a career woman. She is the lovely, classy, curvy ;) ,dominant woman that she has always longed to be and I thank God everyday for her being in my life. I hope that this helps everyone to understand a little about myself. I am here to meet friends and share stories and bring positive experience to the table. I know that for some, this is not an easy situation to be in and I intend to bring or restore some hope and peace to any who might need it. Thank you for having me.
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LoveInMyEyes

First of all, I want to congratulate you on having such a beautiful story! You are an angel and she is so so so lucky to have someone like you in her life.

Secondly, I want to say how excited I am to find another submissive SO here on Susan's! I wish you lived closer so we could get together and chat. I need make-up advice, would love to talk to you about you Sub experience, and just crave more people who live outside the box.

Happy Thursday!
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Shang

Thank you so much for sharing your story. :)  It brought a tear to my eye, honestly.  It's very beautiful.
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KollaredKittie

LoveInMyEyes: Thank you and may I just say... Wow! I NEVER get to meet other submissives!!!! This is awesome! :) I would love to be able to talk to another submissive. I have questions, myself. Also, I am always open to giving makeup/hair advice. I was thinking about starting a blog for all Transpersons (I hope that's pc) wanting to learn some tricks of the trade. I have over ten years of experience with basic, stage, print, and special FX makeup so, feel free to ask away. :)


Lynn Gabriel: Thank you, that is incredibly sweet. :) I hope to be able to help people here by sharing my positive experiences.
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LoveInMyEyes

I may post a pic so you can see what you are working with. (Not much, thus the need for the advice lol)

I would love to talk with you more about the submissive stuff. My boyfriend and I are new with everything too and have just been experimenting with S&M. Have you ever seen a TV series called Kink? Even for people who are not interested in practice, it is a really interesting program. I think you and your partner both would really like it if you haven't seen it already!

Out here in KS, there isn't much of a Kink/S&M scene...that's one reason why our plan is to get the "heck out of Dodge" ASAP.

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Cindy

Hi KK'

Welcome to the site and I wish you and your partner great joy and happiness.

Just a guide to the rules.


Hi, and welcome to Susan's! We have people come to visit us from all over the world, expressing different points of view, and you are likely to find someone to help you along your way   

Here are some important links and things to ponder as you begin your journey here.


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I'm in South Australia and we have members all of the world with all sorts of different outlooks.  You may well find yourself being asked lots of questions of how to do good make up. It is one of my problems as well.

Welcome and enjoy

Cindy
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KollaredKittie

Love In My Eyes: Yes, indeed we have seen KinK and ended up addicted to it! lol! I absolutely love the show and I wish I would have found out about it earlier. It's so refreshing to see people from all sorts of backgrounds and lifestyles collaborating together and sharing their stories. It made me feel peace for the first time, in a long time about who I was, let alone who we are as a couple. I wish they would have made ten more seasons!!! Living in KS, the show must have been a Godsend. (no offense, but I can see how you would be starving for some familiarity.) :) We are currently living in Charlotte,NC and it isn't necessarily "easy" here either. It's a perfect example of "just because it's a city, doesn't mean it's better". However, we are scheduled for a move to Florida in mid-May. I am hoping that maybe since it will be near a bigger city and near the beach that we might have a better chance of finding like-minded people, but again, you never know. Here's to hoping!
Also... Please post a pic! Great idea, that would be the best way for me to figure out some makeup concepts for you.

Cindy,
Thank you very much for the warm welcome! I have reviewed the rules and find them most helpful. :)
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LoveInMyEyes

I really want to post a photo but I still have a few more posts before I reach the status where I can do that.

As far as KS goes...it is definitely not as open as we would like out here. There seems to be some increased understanding for lesbian and gay individuals, but the scarcity of bisexual or transgendered people makes it less common and less understood, even among the LGBT community here. I think it it really awesome that you are a professional make-up artist. What kind of work have you done with that?

Kink is awesome, but only a few seasons are on Netflix and I haven't been able to get my hands on the rest!

Sorry it took me so long to respond, I've been on a work trip this weekend!

Hope you have a fantastic Monday!
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KollaredKittie

LoveInMyEyes:

You're beautiful! I've just seen that you put up your pic! :)  So sorry that I haven't been on for a while, I had a stomach flu. Yuck! Anyway, I have been in Makeup Artistry for about 11 years. I am primarily a stage artist for theatre and tv. And I host events with cosmetic companies, sometimes stores like Macys and Nordstrom. I was Chanel's Regional Makeup Artist for years and now I am in the process of moving so I will see what Florida has to offer. How are things going for you? Anything new on the submissive front? My Mistress and I are apart until we move so our dynamic is suffering. :/ But, I am sure that after things get settled they will get back to normal. Well.."normal" LOL! Hope you are well and please feel free to e-mail me any time as well.
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LoveInMyEyes

WOW.

I think your career as a make-up artist sounds incredible. What kind of things have you done with theatre and TV? And out of curiosity, what did you think of the make up they did with the Hunger Games movie? I thought they could have made the characters a little more outlandish but I am interested to hear your opinion, if you happened to have seen it or read the books.  :laugh: I love Chanel make-up I just can't seem to afford any of it. I hope you find another interesting job in FL!

Not much new on the sub front. When does your mistress get back to you?

Nice to hear from you! Glad you feel better!
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KollaredKittie

L.I.M.E.-
I think the Hunger games makeup was too subdued. I think for so much hype over the movie, it could've been A LOT more graphic. I know that i would love to have done things differently. But! I'm not the Key Makeup Artist for the world. (I should be) lol! j/k
P.S. I can't afford Chanel makeup either... but that's where comp comes in.

I won't get to be with my Mistress for at least another two weeks I suspect. I truly hope that is the maximum time, however. I've gotten used to living with Her and being a submissive full time. :-\ But, it's ok. I think the palm trees and waves will make up for it. Well, at least help.  ;)
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