Hi Stacyanne,
Welcome to a truely great place. We're pretty much all the same here. I finally stopped the denial last year, and while there are some major bumps in the road. I've found that my journey to be very fullfilling. It can be scary and the best time of your life. BTW, I use to look a fair bit like steven king, I ljust ove hormones and well a good hair stylist / colorist too.
Enjoy and welcome
Beni