I mention this alittle in the mtf forum but I guess I should go in detail here to discuss it.
Since I was young I had very bad period.
sure mentally but also physically
my symptom's usually something like this;
my stomach hurts, and I can feel it will be coming a week (or 2) before the actually happents.
just when I got it its very extreme and turn lighter, during the first 1-3 days I use to take allot of pills.. (between 2-6 pills everyday. and normally beside this I almost NEVER take any pills beside hormones,) its simply just to keep the pain down.
I get pain in my back, my stomach gets like a balloon and start making sounds like if I am hungry.
I get diarrhea and cramps in my lower part, lose the appetite, getting pall, and very tired and dizzy.
sometimes I sleep for days with almost no food.
those are manly the first 3 days, after they pass there still pain but it gets lighther and to deal with.
and its the same pattern every time.
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so now I been on T for around a year. I still had my periods last month, however since I got on hormones it stopped at a time but came back? (theres also been some fuss on my hormone level so I guess that's why?) I notice that hormones in general has a positive effect on my pain, like I took less pills being on hormones (I don't know if its mental or physically)
but now I started on Nebido, and I have my first bloodless period.. (yee)
in the way, I don't bleed, But I have all the same symptom's as I described from above, + headache and felling sick (like vomiting)
(I don't remember if I also get those symtones)
I had this clear felling last week that my hormones was in rage... I woke up and could feel how my heart was beating faster and I knew it was cause of the time who was about to come, I felt very emotional and depressed for little too no reason.
and yes few days after I got all the usual symtones but with no blood.
I have taken a pregnancy test cause I thought, it might be unnatural to feel period symtomes so clear without the blood, but it says I'm not pregnant..
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So I am confussed,
has anyone experienced anything like that?
what is the cause of it? I know its not cause of T cause I had got it my whole life? but it seams to infect me worse than most females, my mom say its like my body is a rebel against it when it hits me.
and what should I do to get away with it? I don't want to be in those pain for the rest of my life,
not to mention it infect my school/job every single month.
hope its not too whine to read I just wanna know how to get rid of it. both the blood, and the pain.