Yeah, I understand and it is actually very common for anyone stopping such medications. The medication I was put on before would give me horrific, absolutely horrific, side effects when missing my doses. Fortunately I was able to get off of that medication under a physician's monitoring/tapering. And was placed on the one I'm on now which is wonderful but the side effects, although smaller, are still there.
There are two women in my life who really have the trust, comfort and security with me to "tell it how it is" whenever I am being an a-hole. It is my bestie and my partner and believe me, they can tell when I miss my medication.

So yeah, I strongly suggest investing in those little pill boxes. Not only for your sake but everyone else's as well.