I'm sorry if i have caused confusion really, I forgot where I read or who had posted it.. But when I said or asked HOW I kind of ... Explaining my meaning for things is weird... But I was trying to imply that I may have done it wrong and it just looked ... Well strange or not natural.
Again, I'm very sorry for all the drama.
Also, I haven't had any Internet because I broke my iPad charger and I have to pay my sister or do odd jobs just to use her laptop for my homework and I'm not allowed to use my dad's laptop.
Also, I've been trying to work on my "backbone"
And I tried to come out to my closest family except my brother and mother and grandmother whom I may never come out to
And I've tried steering or whatever like talk to my therapist and I told my dad I want a new therapist who will actually listen and try to help with my problems
Again, I'm sorry for apologising, but I'm sorry?