Hi Hannah,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's OK to be scared as hell. This is not a short trip to the corner store to pick up milk and bread, you're getting yourself into. Everyone of us hear, at sometime has been scared stiff, but it passes, and you become as confident as Cindy and the rest of us. It's a journey, with no destination. But one hell of a trip. Wouldn't be anywhere else for 'quids, ' myself. Emabrace it, it's yours.
Look forward to hearing more from you in time to come, so in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine