well this is the second phyc and shes ok. the first wanted to put me on antidepressants and that was all she wasnt interested. as you know it takes the phyc to refer to gender clinic and shes aware i want that and seems ok with that so theres hope there yet. the problem is that they all refer to each other so if she thinks something is a good move she checks with other consultant and if her underling who i see isnt keen then it all goes back to square one again especially if it involves meds. i dared to make a suggestion to them that maybe they were looking in the wrong area for my moody swings and it could be the testosterone i react to so how about dropping the levels to see if it changed my mood, seems simple to me. the problem with them is that chemical castration has a large lable of sex offender with it and they tread very carefully around that and also its looked on as taking a mans manliness away. ive got through to the doc i see in the clinic that i dont care one bit about manliness as im transgender and my records show that and labels i dont give a dam about either. the process is reversible if its not a success and if it is then im better off. i dont think its high levels i just think that it makes me feel like i dont want to. i dont think they like it if you have ideas of what your problems are they have to come up with it lol lol