I went to my therapist today, the same guy I went to from age 12 to 17 (I'll be 20 soon). A lot of stuff is going on right now, and I really needed to see him again, mainly to talk about my ->-bleeped-<-(?), which I had never told even him. I thought I would need to switch to someone else, someone who specializes in gender issues, but it turns out he has plenty of experience with gender-confused patients, and he will be able to do all the things a gender therapist can do (such as determine when/if I can go on hormones, get SRS). It's going to be a lot less difficult with a terapist who know me (and my family situation), so we'll. As of today, I am officially on my way there 🙂