Yes, It will feel weird for awhile, but it will be second nature in a few months. As far as your look and voice. Imo, you really need to work on that, especially the voice and there are ways of practicing and getting it down pretty good without going to a voice pathologist. I have used a digital recorder for years. It is very easy, just practice until you reach a comfortable range. I can show you what I did..It is difficult to explain in text, but the pocket digital recorder is vary good to use and you can do it anywhere when you have time or in the privacy of your home. I used to be a bodybuilder and I also have a technique for getting that "female" body. It targets key areas of the body and will maximize results with minimal effort. Yes, it does take hard work and dedication, but it is worth it in the end. I know all this sounds vain, but we go through alot transitioning, so why not put effort into what is critical to really pass.