Envious and down on the realities of my situation

[DavinaG]

Not really depressed but caught up in realities.  At Oktoberfest today admiring all the beautiful women wearing their German outfits, showing a bit of cleavage and leg and I couldn't help thinking that I could never pull those outfits off without HRT.  Part of me really wants to go there but the realities of being bi gendered tug me the other way.  I guess I need to concentrate on the things I know I want to learn and do.  How do you cope with the realities of who you are and who you should have been? 

[Kelly J. P.]

 I cope poorly.

I don't recommend it, but I'm mostly anti-social, have my own little world, and mostly stay out of the way of life. If I tried to live otherwise, I would be overwhelmed by jealousy. Being out in the world is just no fun at all, because of that, and I really can't say I know how to be not-jealous.

Throw in a little depersonalization and you've got a recipe for success... Just beware that the taste is bitter, and it fills you not.

[justmeinoz]

Apart from the fact that Oktoberfest only happens once a year, there is always the option of good quality breast forms, and the right make-up to hide the join with the skin.

[Apples Mk.II]

I don't recommend it, but I'm mostly anti-social, have my own little world, and mostly stay out of the way of life.

I thought that would work for me, but 10 years later after taking that decision, I'm regretting it at whole new levels. Never let social life atrophy  too much.

[DavinaG]

Have decent forms but much to accomplish before getting out there.  Really the only forms that allow for cleavage require serious cash and plenty of makeup and I don't have the time.  So I guess it is a high neck line for me unless I go for the HRT which is unlikely.  I really need to concentrate on what I can do and not on what I won't.   

[Lyric]

Such envy is a part of being human and everyone feels it for one reason or another. The life of big bosomed woman is by no means endless joy, though. Everything has it's advantages and disadvantages. I'm with you on that one. I would love to have fantastic cleavage or big breasts that dangle when I lean over, but they're not in my near future for sure.

I've heard women with big breasts complain about a lot of things. There's backache, the necessity of wearing a bra (it's nice to have options) and the risks of cancer. Most such women spend their whole lives dealing with the fact that men tend to focus more on their body features than who they are, too. I wouldn't be surprised if a few of them would be envious of someone who could just take their breasts off and put them away in the drawer for awhile.

Personally, while I love the idea of having full bosoms, I mostly focus on appreciation of the breasts I have-- as well as those other people have. In just the last couple of years I've discovered that it's possible to increase one's sensitivity and pleasure received from even small g-male breasts. I think all breasts are capable of the same sensations. You just have to awake that aspect of yourself. But I suppose that may be a story for another thread. Anyway, there's a lot to be gained by learning to love the breasts you have.

~ Lyric ~

[jesse]

how do i cope i get up i muddle threw the day i go to bed and hope its my last day on this crap hole of a planet but alas god isnt done messing with me yet so i wake up and do it all again sometimes i think it would be better if i had the money to make the changes i need but then again if i cant find happyness without it how will i with it.
jess

[DavinaG]

Big breasts aren't really what I was envious about, it was just some cleavage in the first place.  Forms provide the shape but natural cleavage that you can show is not really part of the illusion.  In other words no plunging necklines for us unless we are great make-up artists  or we start HRT.