Hi I'm 20.
During the beginning of my adolescence I had feelings that I really wanted to be a girl, but I would ignore it because I thought there was something wrong with me and I was told that I was a boy anyways. These feelings were very rarely, if at all expressed. I remember being really sad and depressed in highschool. When I was 19 I began nuturing and communing with them. I am seeing a therapist through my college atm, but not someone who could grant me access to hormones and stuff. I plan to see a "real" therapist and start dressing and all that fun stuff as soon as I move out.
I'm a MTF btw
Edit: Why can't I connect to the IRC server? Am I doing something wrong or is it down or something?