So I have been kind of freaking out about my voice since I found out my avg fundamental pitch was substantially lower than I thought it should be. So for the past two days I've been trying to raise it up higher without having it sound strained and without damaging anything, etc., and I mean, it's just been, epic fail, that's all.
So, tonight I was feeling worn out, not even caring anymore, and I just talked into the recorder with my regular talking voice. No worrying about techniques, or pitch, or resonance, or mumbo jumbo of any sort and, idk... even though the pitch is lower, rough sounding, and just not good, it's the first recording I've made that didn't sound like a total mess to me. So, I don't even know what that means. Maybe I just need to be okay with my voice being a smidge low. Sorry for sounding so bleh in the recording. I'm still freaking out and hating everything lol.
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