I went to my appointment with my therapist she was telling me that the first time I met her , she looked twice, she had already thought I looked like a girl and sounded like one, she told me there has to be something with the hormones during pregnancy or when I was going through puberty because my face is to feminine , and my voice is very high (which is true , always got asked if I was a boy or girl during school because of it, and can go higher pitched then any girl chipmunk style).I have a noticeable Adams apple but my voice still can not go deep when I try, I choke.
She told me my eye brows are amazingly shaped naturally , she told me girls would kill for my legs and ankles , she told me where to get nice big shoes that will help me pass. I mean she had some comments that I don't like either, broad shoulders/little hips and hands that might give me away. So she did tell me the truth on the flaws , but its reassuring to know what my flaws are to as that can make me work on them a bit more then other areas.
She said parents are blind to their children, but she was incredible angry no one helped me (teachers , coaches, people around me, psychologists) , my past is very obvious that I am a girl , I went to a psychologist when i was 17, and had a collage drawn the biggest picture in that photo was a girl with a very very masculine face , I was diagnosed with social anxiety. I think she was way more angry then me.
So I'm wondering has anyone experienced a psychologist that is over happily that you are transitioning? Maybe they do this for money reasons to keep ya coming back but I feel maybe mine is genuine, the clinic here is full at the moment and I'd have to wait for next year, she got me in a back way to see someone , she literally called up a ton of places to fast forward it and told the doctor to prescribe me blockers. I think I got very lucky with her , she always uses the proper pronouns, never once has slipped up. It's like shes just as excited to transition as me.
