Do The Bad Times Really Ever Come To An End?

[SarahM777]

Thank you all for listening it has helped. 

[heartlesstruths]

At that age I should never have been put in that role....
Then the issues with the kids at school and work and the dysphoria, with no real parental guidance,and no real close friends at that time it's no wonder I was so completely screwed up.
The combination was just to much and it set the pattern for the rest of my life and it just seems like it keeps going on and on. The hard part was it just seemed like I couldn't a break from it.

I am sorry for the rant but I can't let it keep building up inside otherwise it will drive me crazy.

Pretty much my whole upbringing right there. I never really had a childhood, let alone a childhood of the appropriate gender ....lol.