I think everyone makes their way through childhood feeling okay, and loving to learn and gain knowledge and experience new things.. to being a teenager and thinking the world and everyone in it hates you, to young adulthood and the BAM - it hits you one day that you aren't gonna live forever and its the most horrible thing because you realise then that you've hit adulthood with a thud. I dunno though, I realised all this a lot younger - I was a depressive teenager

I still sit even now and can't quite grasp 'forever' its a far out concept, truly...