Are you ever jealous of cisguys or post op guys?

[Natkat]

I hate seeing young boys. Absolutely hate it. I know they get to live their childhood as the correct gender and I can't ever get that back. They won't have to fight tooth and nail for the simplest of things like being called the right name, the right pronouns, wearing the right clothes, getting raised with the social skills expected of them, and of course never having to have surgery/hormones to fix their body. What I want is so simple and so basic. I don't understand why I wasn't born the way I was meant to be. Sometimes I wish I could just start over and be born as a little boy and be normal. I know I was born a boy but you know what I mean.

kinda the same but it more like I hate to see guys around my own age and all they can do as I cant, and all the changes they already got..
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I am also jelous when seeing cis-gender guys who get children, and that kind of things.
its not like i'm the type who really do wish to get children, maybe allitle but Its complicated,
i'm fighting for equal rights and people having free choice so it bugging me why I cant have the same.

[Da Monkey]

isn't true transsexualism defined by the want or need or whatever for total congruency of your body and gender identity? like under the standards of care isn't the want or need to have the "intended" genitals a prerequisite? this isn't one of those "->-bleeped-<-r than thou" posts but i can't imagine being a man who has little or no desire for a penis, or a woman with little or no desire for a vagina. the genitals don't define the person by any means, but i thought that transsexualism was defined by that criteria. trans* and all of the various nontraditional gender expressions, no, but transsexualism yes, right?

I don't know. It's not that I don't want to have a penis similar to cismales, because I do... it's that, like Andy, I also feel that it is an unrealistic expectation. What is the point of getting so depressed over something you can never achieve? You just gotta make the best with what you've got sometimes and move on. And in a couple of years who knows I might have bottom surgery, I might not, but I still consider myself transsexual. Just because I won't let my downstairs situation ruin my life doesn't mean I'm not.

For me, personally I feel there are worse things (in my life) that I need to worry about.

[El Capitan]

I hate seeing young boys. Absolutely hate it. I know they get to live their childhood as the correct gender and I can't ever get that back. They won't have to fight tooth and nail for the simplest of things like being called the right name, the right pronouns, wearing the right clothes, getting raised with the social skills expected of them, and of course never having to have surgery/hormones to fix their body. What I want is so simple and so basic. I don't understand why I wasn't born the way I was meant to be. Sometimes I wish I could just start over and be born as a little boy and be normal. I know I was born a boy but you know what I mean.

oh God YES. YES YES YES. 

I'm envious of any cis-male though. No matter what age or whatever but young boys are the worst for me. I also find myself envious of cis- females as they are happy with being assigned female.

This all really tears and tears away at me.

I'm messed up really.

[akitokitoast]

Hell yeah.

I walked past a couple guys playing tennis with really tight shirts on at our school once and couldn't help kind of staring in envy...My girlfriend looked at me and was like 'You're wishing after their bodies aren't you'

"No-oo...."

[insanitylives]

Naturaly feminine cis guys who don't have issues being seen as male?
->-bleeped-<- YES.
>.< I'm a queer boy, and I'm find with that, but being a tad on the effiminate side hinders passing.


Post op guys on hormones I'm envous.

[AdamLukeH]

Young trans guys who are out to their parents and transitioning in school/stealth in school.  I could have that, that could be me now. It's one of my biggest dreams to go to school as Adam and to not have to wear a skirt.  And I know that the chances of that happening is about 2%, I'm not out and our new headmaster seems to be at least slightly homophobic.  I'm also an out "lesbian" there.
I'm also jealous of cis-guys, it makes seeing my boyfriend a little weird, theres the bit which is attracted to him and then the bit with wants to be him.  It's odd, but he understands.

[Snowman77]

I thought I was alone! I'm happy for them but at the same time I think why can't that be me?

[Ayden]

I would have said yes a few months ago, but now not so much. The only envy I feel here is that there are some hella nice jeans, slacks and suits for guys here, but my hips prevent me from buying them. So, really it is just envy of people with smaller hips that me. But - I can fit into the husband's old slacks so there may be hope one day... 

[Sly]

Oh yes.  My hips/thighs aren't even that bad, but when I see a dude with a slim pelvis and natural little stick legs I'm just like... dammit.

[aleon515]

Yeah, maybe more so lately. I don't know though it could just be youth and not really guys but I am not thinking this seeing young lovely girls. I recall the first time I felt like this seeing three really young guys jogging without shirts.

--Jay J

[Zerro]

I hate seeing young boys. Absolutely hate it. I know they get to live their childhood as the correct gender and I can't ever get that back. They won't have to fight tooth and nail for the simplest of things like being called the right name, the right pronouns, wearing the right clothes, getting raised with the social skills expected of them, and of course never having to have surgery/hormones to fix their body. What I want is so simple and so basic. I don't understand why I wasn't born the way I was meant to be. Sometimes I wish I could just start over and be born as a little boy and be normal. I know I was born a boy but you know what I mean.

This sums up how I feel pretty nicely.

[sneakersjay]

Funny, I'm  jealous of all you younger guys who will get to live the majority of your life as men and not have a huge F history to haunt you at every turn.


Jay

[KamTheMan]

I am. But I'm also jealous of pre-op guys who are completely sure they want to transition. I just wish I was sure of myself so I'd know what direction my life is going. Right now I'm just passing as male everywhere, even class at school. But I'm always thinking, what if I'm not. If I'm not trans* I can't live my life as male forever, it wouldn't make sense, or even work. le sigh.

[Darrin Scott]

Yes to both. I think for me it wouldn't be such a huge issue if my chest wasn't as big as it is. If I was smaller I could hide it more and think about it less. I'm most dysphoric about my chest. I'm envious of cisguys because of their penis' and not having to take hormones and not having to spend 6k+ on surgery. It just sucks....