I had to turn down going to Thanksgiving with one half of my family because my hormone changes are too obvious now. And my aunt made it perfectly clear that I was not to see her children the day I began hormones. Well, that day was almost 6 months ago now, and if she put the pieces together, things would not be pretty I am sure. I also know that when my grandma finds out, she will cry a lot and have a bad reaction. They have known I am trans for over two years and it's not getting any better, which is why I just kept my mouth shut about the hormones when I began them.
Oh well, I knew it would happen, and I knew there were consequences. Made peace with them before transition. But it does suck to be alone cause my parents are in Vegas and my brothers are at the dinner.
I should stop feeling sorry for myself and see if I can find anyone who wants to spend Thanksgiving with ME tonight.