What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[Silas.]

Allergy Attack :/

[V M]

Feeling helpless and wishing I could perform miracles to help someone whom I have long held admiration for... Crying     

[Adam (birkin)]

Give me sleep or give me death!

...neither?

*grabs an energy drink*

I'm excited for clothes shopping now. Ever since I realized I was using them to hide, it's all I can think about now when I get dressed.

[K Style Addiction]

i feel like i have no friends, i'm poor and i hate it.

[Adam (birkin)]

I got rather stressed at the prospect of these next two weeks. A lot of people will want my help because of the papers and the final.

If the questions for essays and exams are too pointed, people stress out because they are looking for a specific answer and think that nothing else will do. If they are too broad and open-ended, people still don't feel the freedom to do as they wish with it because they have no idea where to begin.

The education system really needs to place more emphasis on the importance of learning. Because a lot of people seem to miss the point, and as a result, lack the confidence they need to proceed on a project. They don't know what graders want or expect because their whole lives they've had an inadequate education.

[MadelineB]

When I let the dogs out tonight, my cockatiel (Ellen Degeneris) who likes to sit on my shoulder and who helps me type posts on Susan's, flew out of the bedroom and right past me and the dogs and into the night. I tracked her down in the chill dark rain, 40 feet up in a spruce tree a block over. I talked to her for two hours and lighted myself and her favorite perch from every angle, but I couldn't get her to fly out of the tree and finally had to come home before midnight so I wouldn't wake the neighborhood. I'll try again at first light, but I'm afraid she won't survive the cold tonight. I cried all of the way home.

[Adam (birkin)]

Ohhh. I really hope she will be OK. Please let us know. I know how that feels. I lost my dog a few months ago. it was only for a few hours, but I was so scared and heartbroken until I knew she was safe. *hugs*

[MadelineB]

Ohhh. I really hope she will be OK. Please let us know. I know how that feels. I lost my dog a few months ago. it was only for a few hours, but I was so scared and heartbroken until I knew she was safe. *hugs*

Thanks Casey. It hurts. I will check her tree in a minute on my way in to work, but the chances are so slim. I'll let you know tonight if she's still MIA or if I'm planning memorial services for my 3 ounce friend.

[Adam (birkin)]

Any word on Ellen, Madeline? *hugs*

*wrote out a long rant about ignorant family members and how my hair is falling out over it*

But you know, in writing all that out, I realize it's the exact same thing I have been saying for over a year now. No wonder I have such a terrible self-esteem. I was raised to live on my knees, and sure enough, that is what I am doing.

After the dinner, I'm going to take the first step, which is finding some resources for them.

[MadelineB]

Any word on Ellen, Madeline? *hugs*

No sight of my birdie. His cage is outside with food and water in case he somehow makes it and finds his way home. Oh, but I did learn that she is a man. American bird "experts" are a little ignorant about the coloration of Australian birds and what it means. Sorry Ellen D for misgendering you.

*wrote out a long rant about ignorant family members and how my hair is falling out over it*

But you know, in writing all that out, I realize it's the exact same thing I have been saying for over a year now. No wonder I have such a terrible self-esteem. I was raised to live on my knees, and sure enough, that is what I am doing.

After the dinner, I'm going to take the first step, which is finding some resources for them.

It feels good to finally stand up!

[Shang]

Realizing I might never be brave enough to tell my parents...

[silly by the seashore]

one of the persistent nice looking guys bugged me again tonight about going on a date. It really bugs me that I just can't ever just say sure because I know damn well what will happen and it wouldn't turn out well at all. And I have no idea if he knows I am trans or not.

[Shantel]

one of the persistent nice looking guys bugged me again tonight about going on a date. It really bugs me that I just can't ever just say sure because I know damn well what will happen and it wouldn't turn out well at all. And I have no idea if he knows I am trans or not.

Ok Jaimie, don't make me unhappy thinking about you isolating yourself, just have a cup of coffee or a beer with him and come right out and tell him. He'll either be accepting or he won't, meanwhile it won't be any skin off your nose and you won't have to pound your thumb with that hammer anymore! 

[Apples Mk.II]

The dentist team I was referred to is not a maxilofacial in the end. I'm afraid I will never now what's the cause of my jaw lateral misalignment and if it has a solution. I pray it is a disc / muscle issue and not a birth defect....

[silly by the seashore]

Ok Jaimie, don't make me unhappy thinking about you isolating yourself, just have a cup of coffee or a beer with him and come right out and tell him. He'll either be accepting or he won't, meanwhile it won't be any skin off your nose and you won't have to pound your thumb with that hammer anymore! 

The trouble is the way the area is here. I can't cause any sort of trouble with anyone. Small communities and big mouths. I don't want someone to feel uncomfortable coming to the store because of me nor do I want him embarrassed. I'd just rather people be able to take no right off and not bug me about it. I'm mostly used to the isolation in my personal life too.

[Shantel]

The trouble is the way the area is here. I can't cause any sort of trouble with anyone. Small communities and big mouths. I don't want someone to feel uncomfortable coming to the store because of me nor do I want him embarrassed. I'd just rather people be able to take no right off and not bug me about it. I'm mostly used to the isolation in my personal life too.

I understand, yes small towns can be that way where everyone knows your personal business. I had been thinking of getting out of the big city life and moving to a small town in the sticks, but thought better of it on account of my own situation. It's easier to assimilate into the crowd in a big city and hide right out in the open.

[Seb]

I got declined for my free health care, and with crippling back pain I've been bedridden with no chance of seeing a doctor because I can't afford it. I've got too many health problems for regular insurance, so I'm screwed forever. I've considered saving up for a wheelchair because I can't walk, it's that bad. I also have no job.

It's been disappointment after disappointment with a mounting pile of bills ahead of me.

[Sage]

I'm still in love with her...  And she's still in love with me.  Why is everything so damn complicated all the time!? *headdesk*

[DeeperThanSwords]

I'm still in love with her...  And she's still in love with me.  Why is everything so damn complicated all the time!? *headdesk*

Amores perros. *hugs & vibes*

[Jam]

I keep telling myself my crush is getting better, it's going away yey!
Lets get on with just being her friend.

I'm lying to myself.