What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[KayCeeDee]

Sorry for your loss, Deana.

[Adam (birkin)]

Aw, I'm sorry Deana. We lost our snake last year. I have to admit, I was pretty scared of her because she escaped a lot, BUT, when we found her dead it was actually very upsetting and hard to see.

[Jamie D]

A guy told me I was the most beautiful woman he'd seen around here, but he appeared to have been drinking recently. Not to mention, it bugs me when guys say that not knowing what I am. I still have some major hangups on that.

"What" you are is not nearly as important as "who" you are!

[Shantel]

"What" you are is not nearly as important as "who" you are!

Amen to that!

[crazy at the coast]

"What" you are is not nearly as important as "who" you are!

I don't think I'm going to try to tell someone that around here, especially if they've been drinking at all.

[Edge]

Sometimes, I think it's impossible for people to like me. It's seems like most people are indifferent to me, don't like me, or say they like me but act indifferent.
I hate this. I hate that this bothers me. I hate stupid emotional crap. I hate that I'm whining.
Also, I have a doctor's appointment on thursday (the icky kind) and I don't know what time it's at since my phone refuses to save messages and, even though I called to ask, they haven't called me back.

[King Malachite]

My sister told my mother it was my birthday today.

I don't appreciate that.

[Kevin Peña]

Your mom needed someone to tell her it was your birthday? She seriously couldn't remember the day you ripped up her private parts?

[King Malachite]

Your mom needed someone to tell her it was your birthday? She seriously couldn't remember the day you ripped up her private parts?

Apparently not, but that was perfectly okay with me. 

[Adam (birkin)]

My brother just told me my grandma is in the hospital because she had heart problems last night.

I can't. There is no way I can deal with this if something happens to her. She just started calling me by my right name a few days ago, and for the first time in years, I felt I could truly connect with her again because I felt fully comfortable. I was going to sleep over with her Sunday, but because of the dogs, we changed it to Wednesday. But what if she stays in the hospital? Or worse, dies? I've had two people die already this year, I can't lose another, especially a grandparent. I'd feel forever guilty for not sleeping over Sunday night.

God damnit.

[Kevin Peña]

  I cried just reading that, Caleb.

Here's a hug! 

[Adam (birkin)]

I cried just reading that, Caleb.

Here's a hug! 

Thanks Diana. *hugs* You know what the sickest part is? On Sunday when I saw her, I had this really odd, unshakeable feeling that something might be wrong. And I had always been afraid she'd die before accepting me and i'd have to carry that guilt forever. So, instead of holding it in, I told her "I really appreciate that you are finally trying to use my new name. I know it wasn't easy for you." And I welled up and said "I was so afraid you'd go the rest of your life thinking I did this to hurt you." And she said "Don't worry about the small stuff."

I can't help but wonder if that was a sign and I should have taken it.

I may be worrying too much. After all, although she has had high blood pressure for a while, she's never had a heart attack as far as we know. She'd never hesitate to call 911, case in point now. But her mother died of a heart problem at her age.

[Adam (birkin)]

Nevermind...my brother is a jerk. he made it sound much more serious than it was, and he didn't correct me when I was panicked until a few hours later.

She had extra-high blood pressure, so she has to change medications and stuff since her health is very good otherwise...but she didn't have a heart attack or anything.

-_- At least she's OK.

[DeeperThanSwords]

I'm sorry, Caleb. I hope she gets through this.

[suzifrommd]

Listening to my sister spend another half hour telling me how hard my transition is going to be on my daughter.

[Shantel]

Listening to my sister spend another half hour telling me how hard my transition is going to be on my daughter.

Hang in there hon!

[Constance]

Listening to my sister spend another half hour telling me how hard my transition is going to be on my daughter.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

[King Malachite]

My brother took my name brand Honey Nut Cheerios to his apartment and left me with the generic brands.

The name brand box was my birthday gift.

I hate my brother.

[Kevin Peña]

That was your present?! My first present was on my 18th birthday: a panini press. 

[King Malachite]

That was your present?! My first present was on my 18th birthday: a panini press. 

lol it was more like a surprise I love Honey Nut Cheerios