been busy lately

[mellissa]

Okay so ive been stalling my way to see a therapists for hormones only because im worried im upsetting my parents even though they know im a female. But im now realizing that i cant wait anymore and i need to see a therapists fast. Ive already been talking to a therapists via email, she said sometimes she prescribes hormones the first day if she feels someone needs them. I havent made an appointment yet but she is moving in may and i really need to start therapy. Im a senior in highschool a "young adult." Would starting now be better then starting at a later age say 20-21.? Also ive been looking up on the internet the pros and cons of hormones i think i want to stay with the pill. Im already set for college and i know for a fact i will have left over money from scholarships. Is it possible to use the left overs on appointment payments? On another note related to that how do i go about getting hormones and my therapy sessions covered through my insurance?  And im sorry last question i know im bugging but do any of you know the hormone breast developement process people explain it so iffy im confused? I want to know what they look like from the start to the end of the growing process.