This is a vent, not a cry for help or asking for advice. Just a hug and an "I know... I know" will do
My estrogen has been sky the hell through the roof high lately. My last test didn't show it but I can tell it's spiking / spiked. It's been high before and I'm getting all of the same symptoms.
My cat is acting like I'm her momma, I'm crying over the dumbest crap, my self confidence with whether I'm good at anything is bottomed out, my skin is ashy, my nails are going to crap, I'm starving 18 hours a day even though I do nothing but eat eat eat, I'm sleepy all the time (I'm up at 3 am because I slept about 10 hours today), I'm getting slight morning sickness and if I go 2 hours over without taking my dose I get headaches and hot flashes, I can go for 2 weeks without washing my hair and it's still dry (even though THANKFULLY it's still healthy!), mood swings are crazy dramatic (I'll go from happy la la land to verge of tears just from somebody asking me why I did something), my clothes smell like onions when I take them off (yes I wear deoderant), oddly, my sex drive is getting stronger (mmm men... WHY CAN'T I HAVE ONE?!! /cry ... I'm hungry) even though my T is WELL suppressed (18 ng / ml), my skin is paper thin... I'm sure I missed something.
Sounds fun huh? A bleeping joy ride I'm telling you! Being 12 again is freaking awesome!! If anybody wants to know the extreme effects of estrogen, live with me for a week or 2 and I bet you'll jump off of HRT because you'll be like "OH I DO NOT WANNA BE THAT ... GIRL!".
Before anybody says anything, I'm going to the doctor in a week. I'm sure everyone in my life is thankful that I am...