Hey everyone, new here.
*Biological girl but the name Daron is one I like and hope to change to in future. (FTM)*
Ok so like most people, I've known I was different since childhood and only recently discovered that being this way is in fact called transgender. So about the end of last year/start of this year, I told all my friends who were very supportive and some even said they weren't even surprised. That boosted me up quite a bit but my parents didn't take it well at all, my mother practically hates me even more than she did before and frankly, I couldn't care less what she thinks and as far as I am concerned, her opinion is invalid. Despite that she will try to bring me down everyday. I am already enough of a negative person without her input on top of that. I have been suffering from depression for about 4 years now and am on anti depressants. I had an appointment today with a psychologist to discuss things which went pretty decently apart from discussing things I'd really rather not have, but again afterwards, had my mother bringing me down. I guess I wanted to investigate if there was anyone else out there who would be willing to be friends with me. I know I have some, but I guess it's not the same as having a transgender friend, someone who thinks the same way you do and understands. I just always feel so low that I wouldn't care if I died, it really is horrible to be alive. Anyway on that cheerful note I shall end this.
Thanks to anyone who reads, and I look forward to hopefully meeting some of you awesome people.
~Daron~
